Scarcity or Abundance?
A
sermon by Brent J. Eelman
July
30, 2006
Abington
Presbyterian Church
John
6: 1-21
After
this Jesus went to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, also called
the Sea of Tiberias. A large crowd kept following him, because they
saw the signs that he was doing for the sick. Jesus went up the
mountain and sat down there with his disciples. Now the Passover, the
festival of the Jews, was near. When he looked up and saw a large
crowd coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, “Where are we to
buy bread for these people to eat?” He said this to test him,
for he himself knew what he was going to do. Philip answered him,
“Six months’ wages would not buy enough bread for each of
them to get a little.” One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon
Peter’s brother, said to him, “There is a boy here who
has five barley loaves and two fish. But what are they among so many
people?” Jesus said, “Make the people sit down.”
Now there was a great deal of grass in the place; so they sat down,
about five thousand in all. Then Jesus took the loaves, and when he
had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so
also the fish, as much as they wanted. When they were satisfied, he
told his disciples, “Gather up the fragments left over, so that
nothing may be lost.” So they gathered them up, and from the
fragments of the five barley loaves, left by those who had eaten,
they filled twelve baskets. When the people saw the sign that he had
done, they began to say, “This is indeed the prophet who is to
come into the world.”
When
Jesus realized that they were about to come and take him by force to
make him king, he withdrew again to the mountain by himself.
When evening came, his
disciples went down to the sea, got into a boat, and started across
the sea to Capernaum. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to
them. The sea became rough because a strong wind was blowing. When
they had rowed about three or four miles, and they saw Jesus walking
on the sea and coming near the boat, and they were terrified. But he
said to them, “It is I, do not be afraid.” Then they
wanted to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached
the land toward which they were going.*
There
are a number of things that just do not appear in the Bible. For
example: Jesus never spoke to God saying: “Look, if I am going
to save the world, I need a larger staff. Twelve disciples won’t
cut it.” Likewise, when Jesus went off into the wilderness
for forty days, he does not take a back pack filled with supplies.
When the disciples returned with empty nets, Jesus did not say: “If
you had the right equipment, this wouldn’t happen.” And
then there is the story that was read from the Gospel of John. Faced
with 5,000 hungry people, Jesus did not turn to Andrew and say: “Who
invited all these people?” None of these expressions appear
in the gospels, and yet they are common in our daily lives. The
business person, faced with a large task, will take inventory of
personnel and then report back to the board of directors: “I
need more staff to do this.” If we go out camping for just a
day or two, most of us will take more than we can carry. I know, as
a fisherman, that one of the first excuses that I will give for not
catching fish, or for “losing the big one”, is that “I
don’t have the right equipment.” Do you get the
picture? We often feel that we need more; that what we have is not
enough. The question is: scarcity or abundance?
The account of the feeding of the five thousand has a central place in all four gospels. It is a miracle story that functions as a sign pointing to Jesus is the promised Messiah. But in the gospel of John it is paired with another story that is also a sign: Jesus walking on the stormy waters. I believe that the stories are similar. 1. Both are stories about scarcity and abundance. 2. Both stories reveal something that is at the heart of Christ ministry, and 3. Both stories speak to us today as individuals, a congregation and even a nation.
I
The
stories are similar. One takes place in front of over five thousand
people and the other in the presence of the disciples. In both
stories Jesus does something which we might regard as miraculous. In
both stories we are presented with a need and Christ’s
response. In the first story, the need is for food for 5,000 people.
In the second it is for rescue and assurance amidst the stormy sea.
Let us look at them a bit closer. In particular, we need to look at
the reactions of the disciples to the respective situations. I think
that in both situations they react in all too human fashion. They
are stressed out and filled with fear by what is going on.
Jesus
is at the foot of a mountain by the sea of Tiberius in the first
story. It is the time of Passover and so Hebrew pilgrims would be
making the trek to Jerusalem to offer their sacrifices. But they are
compelled to stop and hear this rabbi who was gaining a reputation
with his teachings and healings. They followed him around and the
following got larger until in numbered over 5000 people. It was time
to eat. Philip, who only gets scant mention in the Bible, said to
Jesus, “What are we going to do We don’t have enough
food?” A more modern response, might be, “How are we
going to find a caterer at this time of day?”
I
can understand Philip’s reaction and so can you. His was the
panic that comes from a social situation where one cannot meet the
demands of others. Simply put, they don’t have enough food.
Philip might be called a realist today. I think I might be one also.
At the church supper, I will go back into the kitchen and check if
there is enough food. Poor Charlie has to listen to me every Sunday
morning ask if there is enough coffee made. Are the bulletins in
place? Is there water in the baptismal font? Is the P.A. system
adjusted? Are the hymn numbers right. Why the concern? Because I
know what the reaction will be if these things aren’t taken
care of. Philip knew that there was not enough food and he did not
want to face 5000 hungry people. Philip had a scarcity mentality.
There was not enough. He looked at a situation in terms of what was
missing. He would fret and stress over a situation because the food
was scarce.
Scarcity is also the theme of the second story. It is not the scarcity of food or funds, it is the scarcity of security. It is that sense of panic that we experience when we feel as though we have lost control. Sailing on the ocean in a storm is frightening. We also have many frightening situations today. It is frightening to be a civilian in the Middle East, where the storms are not waves but rockets and bullets. It is frightening to be a teenager in school, worried if you are dressed right and most of all, or if you will be accepted. It is frightening be a parent, knowing all the things that can happen to your child when they leave your sight. There are storms all around us and it often seems as though we are missing the security that we desire. We live in fear.
II
The stories are about scarcity: the scarcity of resources and the scarcity of security. But at their heart they are about the scarcity of faith. The disciples have listened to Jesus talk about moving mountains with faith; about raising people from the dead; about healing the sick; and they still panic about feeding a five thousand people! They heard Jesus talk about living in the presence of God, about the love of God that seeks out the lost sheep, and yet they lose their cool when the storm comes up and fear that they are going to die. The root of scarcity is the scarcity of faith.
Think about what it means to be a person of faith, to rise following the sermon and state that we believe in God, Christ and the Holy Spirit. We believe that God raised Jesus from death, that Christ’s love is so complete that he descended into Hell to redeem it and that nothing is beyond the reach of God. We will affirm that Jesus rose from the dead and that this same resurrection power if given to those who follow. We believe all this, yet on Monday, we clergy worry if we will have enough in the collection plate to pay the light bill. I keep telling myself that if faith can feed 5000 people and calm a stormy sea, it can keep a church alive and sustain a ministry.
I am convinced that at the heart of Christ’s ministry and teachings is a message: “Do not be afraid… do not panic. My grace is all you need.” There are many things in life over which we have no control. We can’t control how others think and react. We can’t control the world situation. We can’t control the price of gasoline. But we can control how we respond to all these things. Fretting, stewing, worrying, and looking at things with a scarcity mentality does not help.
III
There is one other component to the feeding story that speaks to us today. There were five loaves and two small fish and five thousand people. Philip panicked and wanted to call the caterer. What did Jesus do? He took what he had been given and shared it. He was not concerned about the supply or what they had. He was concerned about the faithful and just distribution of what they had.
More often than not our worries and fears in life are about what is missing, what we don’t have. We worry about it as a nation, as a community, as a church as families and as individuals. My guess is that it is compounded by the power of advertising and marketing. The question that Jesus poses to those who wish to follow him is not “what do you have?” It is “Will you be faithful in using it?” Two copper coins is a fortune from this perspective, and five barley loaves and two small fish are a feast…. Do we worry about what we don’t have… or are we faithful in using and sharing what we have received? Do we believe we do not have enough or do we have faith in the abundance of Grace? Do we cower in fear, or live boldly in faith, rising above the storm to walk with our Messiah. Do we tightly hold onto our loaves and fishes or do we offer them willingly, sharing what we have with others? This is the challenge of the Gospel. Amen.
*The
New Revised Standard Version Bible, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson
Publishers) 1989.
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